All the world ever wanted from we was surrender

All the world ever wanted from me was surrender.
To know that I am one with everything, that I am the god of my life and then use that power to surrender to God, the universe, everything.
Now there is only after.
Before stops playing a part, it stops mattering.
The ease, the love, the guidance, the safety.
Its unlike anything I've ever experienced.
May it guide me home to my heart every day.